So I have adapted this weird thing where I kind of like to be alone on occasion and I also don't like to talk to people ALL the time. Granted, this use to be different until talking to people all the time started getting old and I began to get annoyed by how much I talked to them. I mean, yes, I love talking to my friends, but we don't have to talk 24-7. It's especially bad if you see them every day and then talk to them after school and all the time when you don't see each other. I don't know, I guess I find constant interaction kind of annoying...I don't mean to sound rude or anything, I mean if someone texts me or messages me, I will answer, but sometimes I just dread starting a conversation and debate pretending I don't see the message, yet I never do.
The problem with this is that some people seem to always want to talk and I feel bad saying I don't want to. But when I do tell them I don't want to talk to people as much, don't want to use social networking as much, and not text as much, they still text, message, ect me. This is where the idea of ignoring things comes in. With these people, did they ignore me when I said that I didn't want to talk all the time or are they trying to force me to talk to them because they know I feel bad if I don't answer or even guilt me into talking to them at times? It's almost like; are they trying to change me?
I know it's weird to want to be alone and not talk to people as much, but if I see you every single day, I don't have to text/message you all the time...I want me time and sometimes it's nice to not have to carry on a conversation. Plus I feel I get a little sick of people if I see them so much and talk to them constantly. Hopefully that isn't too weird. What do you guys think? Do you ever think something you want is ignored by people close to you or they don't like what you want so they try to force change?
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